Wednesday, 21 January 2015

Procrastination is my GAME!

And still, I have not done anything. Nothing at all. I am turning 32 real soon. My bro-in-law is getting married real soon too. His wife will definitely be pregnant before me. And after that, the questions will just get worse!

"Still no baby?"

"When?"

"She's already pregnant / got a baby, when is it your turn?"

"Don't wait too long! Getting older!"

Blah.

Oh! I took a cab to work that day and this pakcik driver gave me totally inappropriate advices!

"Your husband just ejaculate further"

"You should raise your hips higher"

Eh eh! Totally inappropriate!

Tuesday, 6 January 2015

Long Overdue

And so I totally forgot about the existence of this blog until somebody commented in my previous post. Someone actually read my blog!

So it has been 6 months. Nope, I had not gone for my laparoscopy. Yupp, I procrastinated again! I was promoted at work and had to go through a 6 months probation which was why I postponed my surgery. Having a good job with a good pay is important in this expensive city hence I could no afford to screw up my promotion if I had to go on hospitalisation leave. I just got confirmed few days back and am thinking of going back KKH for that op.

However, as you know, I don't think I can afford the private class expenses in long term if I continue to see Dr. Tan. I will have to go to Polyclinic to get a referral letter and then go through everything all over again, since it has already lapsed for 6 months.

I will be turning 32 in a few weeks. The longer I procrastinate, the older I will get and the lower the chances of getting pregnant. Anyway, I am thinking of removing my whole right tube since it is pretty useless. I will then wait few months to see if I can get pregnant with just my healthy left tube. I'm hoping for a miracle so that I do not have to go through IVF.

Please pray for me.