Bad news

The op is done. I am now resting at home. Doc told me something else yesterday. That my left tube is also partially blocked. Oh god. Why? Why me? Why am I being tested this way? You took this one opportunity I have to be a complete woman. I'm sad. I'm disappointed. I'm depressed.

Today is THE day

I am now in the cab on the way to KKH. I will be having my laproscopy today. Have decided to remove my whole right tube instead of just removing the infection. Mr. Husband couldn't take leave as he is still in probation. Thank God my sis will be there to accompany me.

Wish me luck!

She's pregnant!

So finally i went for my follow up at KKH but this time under Dr. Matthew Lau cos went from private to subsidized. Have booked for surgery this month. Decides to remove my right tube completely instead of removing the infection since the tube is pretty much useless. Oh! My BIL's wife is pregnant. I thought I will be ok but nope, I cried the whole night. :'(

Life is unfair.