Finally I went to Polyclinic to get the referral letter on one of my off day. My appointment at KKH will be on 17th March. Still a long way to go but at least I am getting there. Not sure if I have to go through all the tests again since it has been more than 6 months or they will make do with the test I did when I was under Dr. Tan Heng Hao.
Oh, I recently had a meltdown in front of the hubs. I was crying in bed and he noticed. Earier on I was just browsing through this stranger's facebook profile. She was born in 1991, has 2 illegitimate children and replaces her partner like a change of clothes. Literally. She has a new bf once every 2 weeks. Sometimes the guy can only last a day or two. But yet, God blessed her with 2 adorable kids.
But why me? What have I done wrong? Why is God not blessing me with the ONE thing I want most in life? Why is God is not listening to my prayers for the past 8 years?
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